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if you knew, i couldn't tell

by Sofía Campoamor

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1.
Uninvited 04:04
Lyrics: You were my best friend but I was never yours Sharing a kitchen and dirty tiled floors I would've listened if you had told me how Not to annoy you between then and now It was my birthday and you came By yours I couldn't say the same Would've been easier to ignore If I hadn't been let in before Once upon a time I felt wanted Back before you knew what you'd started Took the card from my hand And you steamed off the stamp Till I doubted that you'd ever write it I feel uninvited I feel uninvited Drinking your coffee, do you still take it black Thinking about me, would you take it all back If we could have the days we spent Looking up how to pay the rent Selling our homemade scarves online Whose patterns would you choose over mine Once upon a time I felt wanted Back before you knew what you'd started Took the card from my hand And you steamed off the stamp Till I doubted that you'd ever write it I feel uninvited I feel uninvited I feel uninvited I feel uninvited And I know people leave home, people move on It doesn't mean bad things about us But I've heard you're keeping in touch And it hurts so much Being the only one that you grew out of Once upon a time I felt wanted Back before you knew what you'd started Took the card from my hand And you steamed off the stamp Till I doubted that you'd ever write it I feel uninvited Once upon a time I felt wanted (I feel uninvited) Back before you knew what you'd started (people leave home) Took the card from my hand And you steamed off the stamp (people move on) Till I doubted that you'd ever write it I feel uninvited I feel uninvited I feel uninvited I feel uninvited
2.
Vivid 03:17
Lyrics: I bury all my anger But it echoes in the ground It echoes in the ground I plead in a foreign language But you recognize the sound You recognize the sound Is justice just too timid It goes rigid like it's bound Or it's nowhere to be found This waking dream is vivid I wish they'd blur it out I wish they'd blur it out Like faces on rollercoasters Like slogans on rain-soaked posters Like lovers without their glasses Tears on their lashes We wander through the farmland Seek static in the maze We're out of it for days Sink slow into the quicksand We're holding at our lips And smile between the sips But when we fog the windows Old battle lines appear The plans we drew so clear The fire that cast the shadows Sends smoke into our eyes Demanding that we rise Like faces on rollercoasters Like slogans on rain soaked posters Defying the laws that told us The sky couldn't hold us Making space for the star-crossed On the couch where the coats get tossed Under cardboard and pizza sauce Love gets lost Clear the counters, a fresh start Fold the boxes around your heart Then see their name on the chore chart And fall apart Like faces on rollercoasters Like slogans on rain soaked posters Watch and you'll see them shaking And know that you're waking
3.
Elder 03:01
Lyrics: A guest in the forest Migrating south A high flier hoping to make it out The year's growing older With the alder tree But I'll still be the elder When she catches me All that I know Was whispered in groves Far from my home A long time ago I'm listening close All night and all day If I knew more I'd show her the way But all I can give is A good resting place All I can give is A good resting place Left home with a purpose A chest full of pride And never imagined That she'd have to hide Went looking for answers So deep in the mist Lost sight of a compass That might not exist Cause all that I know Was whispered in groves Far from my home A long time ago I'm listening close From far out of range Since we were young So much has changed So all I can give Is a good resting place All I can give is a good resting place I breathe in the burning I hold what I can I offer a branch Or an arm or a hand Whatever will reach her I'm trying to grow She can't hear the voices From roots down below All that I know Was whispered in groves Far from my home A long time ago I'm listening close So scared I'm too late Till I feel her touch down Testing her weight All I can give is A good resting place All I can give is A good resting place All I can give is A good resting place All I can give is A good resting place
4.
Round Robin 02:48
Lyrics: Lover don't hold back Read me the roast I know it's been rocky Since we left the coast My dishes have piled up While dinners have burned but Remember last April When tables were turned In this round robin Round Robin round When you missed him so much You just stayed in bed I lay by your side And made sure you stayed fed And when you had work I would stand on the rug Coaxing you upright My arms wide to hug you back round Robin round Robin round Brought you round Robin round Robin round It's so hard to know When the spark has gone out In this world that turns quickly From flooding to drought But I've got your back Not because you've got mine But because you deserve love No matter when yours comes around Robin round Robin round Comes around Robin round Robin round Comes around Robin round Robin round Comes around Robin round Robin round Comes around Robin round Robin round Comes around Robin round Robin round Comes around Robin round Robin round Comes around Robin round
5.
Gum 00:48
Lyrics: What do you think we would've learned about If your mom hadn't talked you out Of thinking it meant something when you gave me gum After sleeping on my shoulder in the auditorium And yeah, I know I didn't like kissing Marylou But maybe cause she never really wanted to I wasn't the girl she needed me to be I mean I wasn't her dad, it had nothing to do with me Could I have skipped all the bad boy gloom If I'd just leaned in that night in your room? Our foreheads touching but I had to go Jessie was waiting in her sister's car below I guess we'll never know I guess we'll never know I guess we'll never know
6.
3 or 4 03:09
Lyrics: I call her, she answers, the rest comes easily There's no one else who makes me feel quite the same I call her, cause it's Sunday, and I've waited all week To hear her smile shine through the vowels of my name And I know that I will never call her mine I'm not lying when I say that that's just fine Is it strange to love her and want nothing more Only dreamed about her two times Or maybe three or four I scroll through the pictures from back when we first met Yellow balloons are frozen feet from the ground She's dancing in denim and I don't know it yet But she's the reason he keeps coming around So I know that I will never call her mine I'm not lying when I say that that's just fine Cause she trusts me, I don't need anything more Only dreamed about her two times Or maybe three or four Maybe three or four Oh, won't get the chance to choose her Oh, at least I'll never lose her Oh, we'll stay just like before I'll call her up on Sunday Just like every other Sunday Nothing more Nothing more Cause I know that I will never call her mine I'm not lying when I say that that's just fine Is it strange to love her and want nothing more Only dreamed about her two times
7.
L 04:22
Lyrics: Wrapped my arms around a pillow As I shivered on the couch Wishing I knew more of courage And the landscape of your mouth And my head was right by your head Lying in the letter L We were staring at the ceiling If you knew I couldn't tell You had offered me this moment Sharing seven cans of beer But my heart was beating so loud Neither one of us could hear And my head was right by your head Lying in the letter L We were staring at the ceiling If you knew I couldn't tell Lying in the letter L Lying in the letter L Lying in the letter L
8.
Red Horizons 03:57
Lyrics: I didn't know how much I needed to leave till I was driving away The screen door slammed behind me like a trap With half of Pennsylvania past, I finally found what I was trying to say "It's time to put myself back on the map" My favorite navigators told me it might take a while They put me back together mile by mile I still love you but it's not enough to make me stay Give me red horizons wide I'll watch you fade to gray You led me down so many roads, the nights were warm, the river would buzz I wouldn't trade the sights we've seen for gold But somewhere in the summer I was losing track of who I was I had to leave before the trail got cold We sat inside your car as I was waiting for the bus Talking about anything but us I still love you but it's not enough to make me stay Give me red horizons wide I'll watch you fade to gray The future is a painting and it's hanging crooked over my bed There's still a lot I've got to straighten out I've never liked admitting when I've found myself in over my head But that's what growing up is all about It's following a feeling, and falling into kneeling And waiting for the healing I still love you but it's not enough to make me stay Give me red horizons wide I'll watch you fade to gray Cause I still love you but it's not gonna make me stay Give me red horizons wide I'll watch you fade to gray Oo, oo Oo, oo

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released December 6, 2022

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